Discarding my thoughts,
Rebuilding my forts, I went to war Earned a scar But still no victory A forsaken mystery Broke up but never breakdown I survived the takedown Got no more chains Getting rid of these stains
Love is a language I listened to you speak Now I'm covered in bandage You're not the accent I seek
Now I don't see Her the same way My innocence lost in captivity No matter what they say I can't see love with positivity
It might be that whatever I write Manifests into reality Now I'm a character on pages of white Adopting the same mentality
What did I say? What did I do? To deserve what was given I gave a love so real, so true Yet received a wrong so easily forgiven
Can't hide the shame Strapped to my name I played with the flame And I'm only to blame
Can I go back in time? To rid me this crime A friend became an ex A culture of 'Thank you, next"
This is not what I wanted This wasn't my plan My thoughts are haunted And no one seems to understand
Keeping my eyes on the future But the rearview mirror mocks They say it's just human nature But I can't open these locks...
